Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Miserable.

I don't know how to feel, 
or if the feelings I have are justified. 
I don't know whether to forget my problems, 
or to just curl up and try to die. 
I know my baby needs me, so I can't just leave. 
I know I love my husband so I can't just be free. 
I feel stuck, yet I have the key. 
I'm not going to conform, 
but I don't think I can be me. 
I'm lost and alone 
and I have nowhere to hide. 
I can't stand myself, 
but there's no way of avoiding what's inside.

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