**EDIT: 6/29/10
I think this may have been one of the times Sam was in Richmond cheating on me. Yay for intuition. Boo for doing nothing about it.
*END EDIT
I just called Sam, figuring it would be a good time to call him considering he should be done with work and it's not so late that he's asleep, but alas, he was asleep. I thought that he might have called me when he was done working, but he's just not as thoughtful as I think he is sometimes. Anyway he answered the phone all groggy and mumbling and didn't seem to be in a talking mood and I miss him like crazy and want to hear all about his day, but does he ever want to talk? No. So then I say he can go and I'm on the phone waiting for him to tell me he loves me and he hung up. Then I tried to call him back and he wouldn't answer and I got all frustrated and swore at his voicemail and kept calling and eventually his phone started ringing again and he picked up. After that it wasn't so bad except I felt pretty bad for getting so e-motional. We talked for about ten minutes and then I decided to really let him go, but anyway, I hate when I act like that. I hate when I feel so insecure. I know Sam loves me but for some reason I ALWAYS have to hear it. I want a therapist.
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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Friday, April 16, 2004
Ay Ay Ay-
**EDIT: 6/29/10
I think I must have just found out I was pregnant with Austin, either that I was researching things at the library and freaking out.
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And that is how I feel!
COMMENTS:
crying_heart_02 wrote:
Apr. 16th, 2004 08:03 am (local)
I am sorry u feel that way amy.. I have thoughs days more then once. Blah. so i know how you feel.
katie.
summer_mommy wrote:
Apr. 16th, 2004 01:31 pm (local)
That sounds confusing. :( Hope you feel better soon.
mychrysalis wrote:
Apr. 16th, 2004 04:16 pm (local)
::big hugs:: don't worry, I know you'll figure it out. I'm praying for you!
hopeathy wrote:
Apr. 17th, 2004 03:48 pm (local)
Do what YOU want to do, not what someone else is telling you to. Either way, I'm still here for you.
I think I must have just found out I was pregnant with Austin, either that I was researching things at the library and freaking out.
END EDIT*
l;askdfj la;kjf;l sldkjf;a ;alksdjf. woclsfj lsdkjfls;.f;slakfj .alsfkj. als s;ldkfsa.aldsfkja. ;laksdfj.af;dlkjf;lajfa.dsf ;alsdkfj ;lsakdjfkls sal;dfksd.
And that is how I feel!
COMMENTS:
crying_heart_02 wrote:
Apr. 16th, 2004 08:03 am (local)
I am sorry u feel that way amy.. I have thoughs days more then once. Blah. so i know how you feel.
katie.
summer_mommy wrote:
Apr. 16th, 2004 01:31 pm (local)
That sounds confusing. :( Hope you feel better soon.
mychrysalis wrote:
Apr. 16th, 2004 04:16 pm (local)
::big hugs:: don't worry, I know you'll figure it out. I'm praying for you!
hopeathy wrote:
Apr. 17th, 2004 03:48 pm (local)
Do what YOU want to do, not what someone else is telling you to. Either way, I'm still here for you.
Saturday, March 20, 2004
What Just Happened?!
**EDIT:8/1/2009
I concieved Austin 2-4 day before this entry.
End EDIT*
Wow- I've had a crazy week... What am I saying? I always have crazy weeks. When are my weeks not crazy? Well anyway, what can I say? I have had the best and worst times this week. I called my friend Shannon twice because I was devastated for reasons I don't think I can recall, oh yes, Sam was playing playstation rather than paying attention to me, and it was more than I could handle. Why am I so pathetic?
Alright, last night there wasn't the usual posse of Navy Boys at my apartment. I thought that I was sick of them, but really I missed the excitement of drunken sailors falling around my living place. I had a nice night watching a semi-serious/comedic movie. (Matchstick Men) I almost cried. I hate crying in front of Sam because of a movie. He's such a "macho man." And I... Well, I am just a pansy.
I can't wait until I have a kid and live through it and can glare at him if he ever calls me a pansy again.
Our car in the last three days has had about $1200 worth the work done on it. Needless to say, Sam and I are poor again. We managed to get a $500 Kelly Tire loan which needs to be paid off in June, and it wouldn't be difficult if we didn't need to pay for rent, $247 car insurance, and food every month. Our combined phone bill of $90 doesn't help either. I could blame him, but I won't for two reasons. It's his money to begin with, and when he spends it sometimes it's for me too.
My time is up, but I don't want to stop writing. I might get to a friends house today and write more. I still need to look up jobs and so on and so forth. Hurray-Hurrah. :-P
COMMENTS:
Anonymous) wrote:
Mar. 21st, 2004 11:59 pm (local)
Hey hun, sounds like it has been an intersting week. I like your comment about having a kid and living through it though. lol. I use being pregnant as an excuse for just about everything in the book. This is me... "I'm pregnant, I'm entitled to be crabby whenever I want to be." lol. Cute, huh? Anyway - take care!
-Jen
summer_mommy wrote:
Mar. 22nd, 2004 05:11 am (local)
I finally joined lj, Amy. I still have my tod but I thought I'd get an lj too since everyone seems to be getting one lately. Just thought you might wanna know.
I concieved Austin 2-4 day before this entry.
End EDIT*
Wow- I've had a crazy week... What am I saying? I always have crazy weeks. When are my weeks not crazy? Well anyway, what can I say? I have had the best and worst times this week. I called my friend Shannon twice because I was devastated for reasons I don't think I can recall, oh yes, Sam was playing playstation rather than paying attention to me, and it was more than I could handle. Why am I so pathetic?
Alright, last night there wasn't the usual posse of Navy Boys at my apartment. I thought that I was sick of them, but really I missed the excitement of drunken sailors falling around my living place. I had a nice night watching a semi-serious/comedic movie. (Matchstick Men) I almost cried. I hate crying in front of Sam because of a movie. He's such a "macho man." And I... Well, I am just a pansy.
I can't wait until I have a kid and live through it and can glare at him if he ever calls me a pansy again.
Our car in the last three days has had about $1200 worth the work done on it. Needless to say, Sam and I are poor again. We managed to get a $500 Kelly Tire loan which needs to be paid off in June, and it wouldn't be difficult if we didn't need to pay for rent, $247 car insurance, and food every month. Our combined phone bill of $90 doesn't help either. I could blame him, but I won't for two reasons. It's his money to begin with, and when he spends it sometimes it's for me too.
My time is up, but I don't want to stop writing. I might get to a friends house today and write more. I still need to look up jobs and so on and so forth. Hurray-Hurrah. :-P
COMMENTS:
Anonymous) wrote:
Mar. 21st, 2004 11:59 pm (local)
Hey hun, sounds like it has been an intersting week. I like your comment about having a kid and living through it though. lol. I use being pregnant as an excuse for just about everything in the book. This is me... "I'm pregnant, I'm entitled to be crabby whenever I want to be." lol. Cute, huh? Anyway - take care!
-Jen
summer_mommy wrote:
Mar. 22nd, 2004 05:11 am (local)
I finally joined lj, Amy. I still have my tod but I thought I'd get an lj too since everyone seems to be getting one lately. Just thought you might wanna know.
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