What Just Happened?!

**EDIT:8/1/2009
I concieved Austin 2-4 day before this entry.
End EDIT*

Wow- I've had a crazy week... What am I saying? I always have crazy weeks. When are my weeks not crazy? Well anyway, what can I say? I have had the best and worst times this week. I called my friend Shannon twice because I was devastated for reasons I don't think I can recall, oh yes, Sam was playing playstation rather than paying attention to me, and it was more than I could handle. Why am I so pathetic?

Alright, last night there wasn't the usual posse of Navy Boys at my apartment. I thought that I was sick of them, but really I missed the excitement of drunken sailors falling around my living place. I had a nice night watching a semi-serious/comedic movie. (Matchstick Men) I almost cried. I hate crying in front of Sam because of a movie. He's such a "macho man." And I... Well, I am just a pansy.

I can't wait until I have a kid and live through it and can glare at him if he ever calls me a pansy again.

Our car in the last three days has had about $1200 worth the work done on it. Needless to say, Sam and I are poor again. We managed to get a $500 Kelly Tire loan which needs to be paid off in June, and it wouldn't be difficult if we didn't need to pay for rent, $247 car insurance, and food every month. Our combined phone bill of $90 doesn't help either. I could blame him, but I won't for two reasons. It's his money to begin with, and when he spends it sometimes it's for me too.

My time is up, but I don't want to stop writing. I might get to a friends house today and write more. I still need to look up jobs and so on and so forth. Hurray-Hurrah. :-P

COMMENTS:
Anonymous) wrote:

Mar. 21st, 2004 11:59 pm (local)
Hey hun, sounds like it has been an intersting week. I like your comment about having a kid and living through it though. lol. I use being pregnant as an excuse for just about everything in the book. This is me... "I'm pregnant, I'm entitled to be crabby whenever I want to be." lol. Cute, huh? Anyway - take care!

-Jen

summer_mommy wrote:

Mar. 22nd, 2004 05:11 am (local)
I finally joined lj, Amy. I still have my tod but I thought I'd get an lj too since everyone seems to be getting one lately. Just thought you might wanna know.