Gone for So Long.

I left Virginia a month ago tomorrow. That is crazy to me. I miss my friends there and I miss the environment. Sure there were gunshots once in a while and weird older men would follow me home from the grocery store, but around here there are gunshots. Granted I'm pretty sure that they're not meant to hit another persom. They're merely for show. Still, I was used to where I was and now I'm not there anymore. And now that I'm starting to become familiar with where I am now I am about to be uprooted again. This time it might not be as traumatic... I'll still be in Cali and the weather is supposedly going to be nicer where I'm going. Oh, and then I can remind myself of the fact that as soon as I start to settle down in my new apartment I'm going to have a baby and everything will be crazy again. What fun this all is. The past few days in Forestville have been quite gloomy. I'm looking forward to when there is sunshine again. I think I'll wait til I have a little more of an upbeat mood to write anymore. I'm just venting. It's great to be able to live different places and learn about our country. Sometimes I just miss stability.

I'm a Manic Maniac

Okay, maybe I'm not manic, maybe I am. Maybe this is just a normal good mood. I wouldn't know. I was moody before I was pregnant, I'm even more moody now, and I don't know if my moods should be considered normal or abnormal. While in Wisconsin a Dr. prescribed Depokote or something like that, because she thought that I might be bipolar. I'm not sure if that makes me bipolar though. Anyway, I'm up right now, which is wonderful. I didn't sleep more than 3 hours last night, I worked all day and for some reason I'm ready to go! Maybe it's the overtiredness. Maybe it's because I feel that I had a good day and I learned things, and Sam and I have been getting along lately. Maybe it's because I'm leaving for Wisconsin in a week? Maybe it's all of the above and some other things added in. I don't know. All that I know is I am very happy right now and I like being happy.

I filled out all the paper work online for my first prenatal visit which is next Wednesday. Sam got off for it so he's coming with! I'm terrified and excited. I am 11 weeks today. Oooh, aaah. Right... My sister-in-law sent me a pre-baby book baby book. It's a planning calendar.

I'm hungry.

I got lucky at the library today because whoever was signed up for 3:30pm didn't show so I got to sign up for four and take the person before me's spot. I checked all of my e-mail, filled stuff out, and saved pictures to my yahoo photo album... I feel so fufilled... Gosh I'm amused and satisfied easily.

I don't think anyone will listen to me on this, but my mother-in-law just sent me a book called Fascinating Womanhood by Helen B. Andelin and I'm up to roughly chapter three, I think it's excellent and I'm sure I'll write more about it in the future, but if you're married, or not married-- If your a chick you could probably get a lot out of it. I'm very excited to read more.

I need to e-mail my mother-in-law and my sister-in-law, so I'm going to go while I still have time! Bye for now!

COMMENTS:
summer_mommy wrote:
May. 14th, 2004 01:28 am (local)
Yay! Prenatal visits are so fun! lol. I'm in the stage where I have to go every single week now though, starting Tuesday. But then again, on Tuesday I will be 36 weeks so I guess that's to be expected. :o)