If you don't know... I'm 26 weeks pregnant, almost 27 weeks. It's a boy. Probably gonna name him Kheaven. Not posting a lot about it online, sadly b/c I don't want my ex, who I'm still not divorced from... :-S... to harrass me.

I work at Sears Portrait Studio... may be shooting my 1st wedding for Aymz Photography at the end of August... doing a co-worker @ Dillons Sr. Pix this summer... and two juniors are waiting to see what I do for Kristen and want to have me to their pix too possibly. :-) Fun, Fun!!!

A Little Bit of Something...

Today I got up at 7:31am, showered and booked over to my fairly new neighbors town house. She had a couple of appointments and I felt like trying to help as much as I could with her three kids under three. This chick is 22 and just moved to VA from Hawaii. She and her husband were stationed there but she's no longer active duty. Her husband is in Kuwait, but he should be home in about 15 days. Anyway, I might bring her up again, so her name is Jessica. She's really funny and sweet and fun to hang out with. I have been spending a lot of time with her and her boys since I met her. Actually, today alone I have spent about twelve hours with her now. The other day I got choked up when I was telling Sam about wanting to spend time with her. It seems like it's been a really long time since I've had someone who I felt like I could talk to about anything and hang out with at any time. But yeah, since I'm having such a fun time with her I'm going to get off the computer and hang out. Bye for now.

One other thing, Sam and I are getting along again, nothing was really resolved, but we're talking and being friendly.

*Big Sigh*

This is Sam's third day gone and I feel like a baby for saying it, but I miss him! I'm incredibly drained today for some reason. I got 10 or so hours of sleep and I don't feel like I can move. It might be the humidity. It's suppose to storm tonight though, so that's something to look forward to. I'm trying to figure out what I'm going to have for dinner and I have no idea. My cabinets are practically bare. I could have a bagel. Hmmmm. I might do that. Of course I might break down and go to the grocery store too. I don't know! Around two I went to the doctor's office because I haven't been able to breathe lately. I was there for about an hour. Five minutes were spent with the doctor. I got to hear the baby's heartbeat again though and that was cool. I haven't felt it move in the past couple of days so I was a little worried. Now I feel better. After the doctor I went to put gas in the car. It was the first time I had done it myself. I think I did pretty well and I am proud. I know I'm pathetic. So from the gas station I zoomed to the NEX for my eye appointment. It was just a check up to make sure my contacts were working for me. I was there for maybe 20 minutes then I bought a box of contacts and left. On my way home I made a deposit at the bank, dropped my prescription off at Walgreens and now I'm at the library. When I'm done here I think it's back to Walgreens and then maybe to the grocery store. The more I think about Sam's and my budget the less appealing the grocery store sounds though. Ay ay ay. Ya know, I thought maybe since I'm not in college I could skip being a poor college student, but I think it's inevitable that a lot of college age people just end up not having a lot of money. Grrr! I suppose time to get on with my day and stop whining.

Work!

That's right, I wrote it... WORK. I did it today! Babysitting is/isn't work. It is work because there are two little boys who take a lot of energy to entertain. Not that I have to entertain them, but I figure since I have them I might as well enjoy them. When I got to the house where I'm babysitting every Thursday and every other Friday the five year old little girl, Julianna, was crying, then her mom had her tell me this morning there was an elephant in her backyard and i said "really?" and she said "april fools!" Then she wasn't crying anymore. And, before she went to school she gave me a great big hug and said that she hoped she'd get to see me after school.

Kelly, the mom, got home roughly around two. I was at the house until 3:30. First of all she had to bring in groceries and then she asked me to wait 15-30 minutes longer so Julianna could see me. It was no problem. Matter, 22 months, and Ethan, 3 years, are SO sweet and cute. When I say sweet I mean little devils that can't be left alone, but it's all good. I adore them.

So, other than work, my friend Shannon called me in the middle of the day, it was an unexpected surprise and Sam called me around 3pm, but I missed the call. He said he might need a ride home. I'm waiting for him to call again. We were suppose to go to Cali for a few days to celebrate his mothers birthday, but he is stuck here waiting to find out if he's going to get sent to SAR (Search and Rescue) School in Floride... for a MONTH! Arg. His family said I could live with them for the month, but I have WoRk... SO I wouldn't be able to stay that long, ahh, but time in Cali sounds delicious.

The weather around here has been horrible. Rain and Clouds for the past five days. This place is suppose to have warm weather. I still love it here. Well, I should go, maybe I'll go home and clean before Sam gets there. I can work on being "the good wife." -I'd rather watch Pocahontas.- Guess that shows where my maturity level is... hahaha. Chao!

COMMENTS:
yoshi_rose wrote:

Apr. 1st, 2004 07:45 am (local)
Typo
His name is Matthew, not Matter.

mychrysalis wrote:

Apr. 1st, 2004 10:08 am (local)
Yay!
I'm glad you like your new job. Sounds like you are going to have your hands full!

summer_mommy wrote:

Apr. 1st, 2004 11:28 am (local)
I'd rather watch Pocahontas than work, too. lol. But then again, now that I'm getting big... my feet hurt so bad that I would rather do anything than work.

hopeathy wrote:

Apr. 1st, 2004 11:36 am (local)
I'm glad that you enjoy your new job. And there's nothing wrong with wanting to watch a Disney movie. I personally wouldn't choose Pocahantas, but that's okay. lol I'll call you later to catch up on all the details. Luv ya!