YES!

Personal victory... I am five pounds above pre-Nayeli weight. This means most of my old pants fit. :-D I am soooo pleased with this new discovery. (I found out at the dentist today.) I'm still 12 pounds from pre-Austin weight, but eventually I may get there.

People may not understand this about me... I am referred to as tiny quite often, and I honestly don't see it. I appreciate the reference, but it's not really me. I'm average, and that's fine. I am very happy with my physical appearance when I'm under a size five. And if I can get into a size three and it fits the way it should, I am especially pleased. It's just a standard I have set for myself. I'm quite short, it's not an unhealthy standard by any means.

I exercise, I don't eat unhealthily, most of the time, and I have a "style" that calls for me to be smaller. My mom used to tell me that I couldn't wear the clothes I wanted to because I was too big, and she was, for the most part right. Certain things aren't flattering to some body types. Also, some things that are flattering on everyone are more flattering on me when I'm smaller.

I get preoccupied with things sometimes, but it's me. I didn't fret over my weight when I was smaller, and when I'm smaller again I'll stop fretting again. It will be another glorious day, like today!

New Thing

Alright, I already have a journal at home and a prayer journal and other random pieces of paper I write whatever pops in my head on, but I've decided I need yet another way to release all the crazy things that go through my head or happen in my day. I don't know how often I'll be doing this, it could go either way depending if I get internet or not. I suppose we'll see. I had to write something the day I got the account, now I'm going to go burn some calories at the gym. That's what I get for eating 8-10 chewy chips ahoy cookies for supper. :-P So long for now.