On My Own

Today, I think is the first day I have left the apartment while Sam was home. He decided that when he got home from work he was going to play with his new golf toy. And as much as I love being by him, I didn't want to sit outside in the cold and watch him hit a ball in circles. I'm hoping he gets bored with it and we can go to the driving range. As for now I'm at the library. It's been a while since I was last here.

Now that Sam's in the ship yards I never get the car. Not that I'd want it, when having it means having to merge on the interstate. I'm not ready for that yet. I've had a crazy week, and it's only Tuesday. Sunday night Sam took it upon himself to invite a "few" of his buddies over... So I met Ryan, Joe, Jason, and Kassandra, all 20 years old, and Jon was there, he's 21 and Trevor,18, and his girlfriend Nicole,17, were there. Then of course there was Sam and I. It was a crazy fun night after I had a breakdown.

I had four mike's hard lemonades and got sick, that wasn't the fun part. Meeting new people was. And more fun than that was that Ryan, Joe, and Jon all spent the night and the whole next day in my apartment. Sam left for work at 4:30am as usual and they all stayed. So, some of the funniest things I have ever seen include three navy boys watching Down to You, A Guy Thing, and Wizard of Oz. Jon made a big spaghetti dinner and a new friend, Tyler, 19 came over. Tyler made me feel not stupid for being married, and it is the first time another individual has given me that feeling. He is engaged and his g/f is still back in Cali, but he really wants to get marred. His birthday is 10 days before Sam's. He's on a helo-carrier called the U.S.S. Cypan or something like that. Anyway, before and during dinner we all watched Queen of the Damned and afterward we watched Family Guy. Ryan, Joe, and Jon stayed for another night and got up at 4:30am with Sam to go to PT. Poor boys.

I still haven't returned my friend Brandy's phone call. It was two Sundays ago that she called and I haven't found the time. If I had minutes I'd call during the day, but I don't again until the 19th. Ugh... I hope she doesn't hate me.

Wow, I have used up most of my 30 minutes at the library, and I told Sam I'd be gone 30 minutes at the most. I think it's time for me to go. I could probably write a bunch more if it weren't for the time thing... But I can't.

COMMENTS:
mychrysalis wrote:

Mar. 9th, 2004 10:00 am (local)
Hey!
I don't think you are stupid for getting married. I'm married, too! I just want you to be truly happy, and I think you are selling yourself short in that area. I just want to always to tell you the truth as I see it, and not just what you want to hear. I do hope everything works out for you. I really do care about you!

(Anonymous) wrote:

Mar. 9th, 2004 11:52 pm (local)
Why wouldja feel stupid for being married? As long as you're happy, then that's all that matters. :) Sounds like you're having fun in Virginia. But.. *sniffles* ... we miss you here!!!
_Jen