Sam and I were getting along great for the past two weeks and six days. Then last night we got a babysitter so we could go to the movies without fear of Austin fussing and we got in a fight right after I brought him into the babysitter's house. So, we ended up not going to the movies, plus we fought all night, and he's still angry today so he's not talking to me. Every time I show some emotion he gets all ticked off! I can't just be a vegatable and not do anything... I don't think anyone can. Maybe slamming the car door to show my anger was inappropriate, I could have went about my issues another way, but him running off so he can have alone time is SO frustrating to me. I left him alone all last night, now I just want to solve the problem. It seems like it's so blown out of proportion. I just wanted help with the baby and his things between apartment and car and car to babysitter's house. Now he's not around to help at all. Plus he's out wasting gas when we don't even really have money for groceries. 

It was so nice getting along. If I had a problem he'd notice and ask what was wrong and then he'd try to figure out a way to make things better, even if it meant him sacrificing something he wanted. That all made me more understanding when he wanted things and then I could sacrifice time with him so he'd be happy. Plus when he was being really nice it made me feel bad for getting mad over petty things, so I wouldn't. I was so happy with him, the house has been super clean, and I was planning to try to start really cooking soon. We'd have this sweet little "family" time at night where we'd both talk to and play with Austin and each other. It's been awesome. I feel sick thinking that it's not going to keep being like that. I just want him to come home and be nice again. Ugh...