I'm Not On An Emotional Roller Coaster...

Okay, so I am. Oy Vay. My life, my relationship and my-self are SO confusing. However, at the moment things are alright again. I talked to Sam's mom today and she's been married for quite some time, over 30 years. Anyway, she was somewhat encouraging in saying that she and her husband have went through times where they both felt like things were over but after 30 years, and maybe sooner they are happy that they got married. So yeah, Sam and I got along today when he came home from work, and even before he left for work. I had to leave to babysit, but we had started to cuddle before I left... Almost like spending quality time together. Bleh. He's got duty tomorrow which means I won't see him until Thursday afternoon and then I leave Friday morning. Why is everything always so confusing?!