Monday, November 8, 2010

After Loving You I Could Never Be The Same

~Tonight was windy...  Jeremy's car wouldn't start and I had to call a guy friend I work with and ask for a ride.  It took him a while to find my place, so I had some thinking time.

I stood, in the wind, let it wash over me... spread my fingers, which were mostly covered by my fingerless gloves, and let the wind rush between them.♥

I felt God romancing me.  I love when He does that.

Just now I was posting some pix on fb, and I was looking at some old pix... lol, not very old, two months...

I love my kids.

They're all special in their own ways...

Kheaven is God romancing me.  It may just be a baby thing, or maybe it's him.  :)
I love his smiles, and his laughs, and his noises, and his movements.  I love how most of the time he's healthy, even though it's not something I expect.  I love how smart he seems to me.  I love how much he reminds me of the other two kids.  He's quite wonderful in every way I can think of.  :)

He is definitely the definition of everything I never knew I always wanted.~

♥Thank you, God, for my kids.  Thank you for giving me them, before I even knew I wanted them...  Thanking for taking situations I ruined with my humanness and making something amazing as a result.  I know I am fighting You right now...  So much so that I can hardly pray for You to change my heart.  I love You.  I'm sorry I can't be the kind of servant You deserve sometimes...  all the time.  Thank you for your Grace and loving me still.♥

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