I'm still in the process of moving all of my blogs to blogger and during this process I get to read over four years of a completely unhealthy relationship. I came upon THIS and can't help but notice how that is EXACTLY how I feel in my relationship with Jeremy right now. :-( He sleeps for 12-14 hours a day, or he goes to bed just a couple hours before I wake up and then sleeps until he has to go to work. He plays video games or watches shows when he's not sleeping or working. Once in a while I like the shows he's watching... so... Two hours and fifteen minutes a week were doing something together... Otherwise I get nothing. He does try to hug and kiss me before he goes to work, but when that's ALL I get I can't help but wanting more. No sex for three months... and honestly less than ten times in two years... What is this?
I can't stand the thought of splitting up my family. I have so many hopes, dreams, desires based around a stable, cohesive family but I've been so sad and upset about my relationship with Jeremy lately that it's hard to function. I wish there was an easy answer. I wish Jeremy listened to my "cries for help" and made an effort to change. I wish he could see his addiction and that it negatively impacts those "closest" to him. :-(
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