Dear Friends...

Hey-
I just thought I'd give another update.. sometimes I miss posting on livejournal... Anyway... Update...

I'm pregnant. It's not Sam's baby. My family knows. The father knows, and now apparently Sam's command knows and wants to get the father kicked out of the military. Because in the military adultery is illegal.

CPS has been a little more involved in my life since January, right after Sam spazzed out cuz of alcohol, and even more so after April when he slapped me... I eventually came to the conclusion he was more than likely sleeping when he slapped me, but it's still not something I ever want to deal with again.

Sam knows I'm pregnant, and that it's not his. His been seeming a lot more grown up since I got back from Wisconsin... Well, for the most part. Really it's only been the past week and half that he's seemed "better." And I know how the cycle goes, but I always hope that he really has changed.

I'm super stressed about a lot in life, but it's only effecting me a little, or at least not as much as it would have in the past.

I get little bouts of saddness but I seem to be dealing with that kind of thing much better, I want to say since October than I ever have in my life... Maybe it's been more recent though.

Austin always brings me joy, and on top of that I have incredible friends.

I'm still a little lost for the time being though. I'll try to keep you up to speed.

<3me



COMMENTS:
vivrelavie wrote:
Jun. 26th, 2007 08:48 am (local)
Oh wow, Amy. *hugs*

summer_mommy wrote:
Jun. 26th, 2007 10:32 am (local)
*hugs* Remember I'm always here if you need me.