Life Sucks!

Hey! Don't take my subject as anything horrible, I just haven't been feeling great lately. From reading another one of my friends journal entries and knowing how people around me act I think it might have something to do with the time of year... Maybe. For me it might have something to do with that and it does have something to do with a lot of other things. Due to issues in my relationship with Sam I am incredibly stressed, adding to that is the stress of being pregnant, moving, and being financially unstable. Sure Sam has a regular income but bills are inconsistant and right now we have more than we can handle, at least more than I can handle. I've been emotionally unstable since Sunday, more so since Tuesday. Thanks to a lot of understanding friends I haven't totally lost it, but there's still time. I know everyone has problems and that eventually my problems will pass and I'll have a whole set of new obstacles, but right now I don't like what's set in front of me and I don't know how to deal with it. I guess I'm just surviving and I can't expect anymore of myself at the moment. Hopefully my next journal entry is more upbeat. I apologize to any of you who don't like reading depressed entries, but the fact is parts of life are depressing. At least I feel like there's still some hope for the future. So, all is not lost.


COMMENTS:
summer_mommy wrote:

Sep. 2nd, 2004 05:29 am (local)

I share your sentiments, hun. You're right, some parts of life do really suck, but most of them do pass with time. Once you have that little baby in your arms, it's all going to be worth the hassle. :o)