I AM (at one of my) HOME(s)!

So, I am back in Wisconsin at the moment. Yesterday I got to San Diego Airport at about 7:10am. My flight was suppose to be at 9:10am but it was delayed until about 10:00am. I got to Denver at 1:00pm in a new time zone. My flight there was suppose to be at 3:05pm. However, it was behind by about four hours. I got to Milwaukee a little after 10:00pm. So far not too much has happened. I've actually been by myself all day due to people working and going to school, but my little brother Isaiah came home about half an hour ago and is doing homework now. Sam is not going to be deployed! I'm happy about it, but I had come to terms with him leaving, now I'll just have to deal with a six month deployment in the future.


COMMENTS:
rossbert wrote:

Jan. 5th, 2005 05:09 pm (local)

Contact

What is your current cell phone number?
I'm at (920)960-3986 look me up before you go back.

vivrelavie wrote:

Jan. 6th, 2005 01:05 pm (local)

Awww cute! Adorable!! <3 your icon

Ugh!

I'm coming down with a cold, it's icky. I'm just praying that I don't get Austin sick. On our way home from Northern California, Sam and I got into a small car accident. We were crossing an overpass and a car cut us off. It was raining so the roads were wet. Sam hit the brakes and told me to hold on. The brakes locked up and Sam counter steered us toward and enbankment, we went up it spun around and cam back down. The car almost flipped but we got lucky. Sam and Austin were fine. I got a slight whiplash. Today I found out that Sam may get deployed next Friday. I'll be in Wisconsin when he finds out for sure on Tuesday and I won't be back until after he leaves if he leaves. I'm not too happy about that but there's really nothing I can do. I'm excited to see my family and friends at least.


COMMENTS:
rossbert wrote:

Dec. 31st, 2004 08:32 am (local)

Poor girl.

Look me up when you're around?

All the Madness!

Hello everyone! Incase you haven't heard I had Austin Eric on Thanksgiving. He is a handsome little man and I love him very much. Sam has been great with him, and that's quite a relief. Anyway, right now I don't have much time. My baby is an angel and I love being a mommy. Happy Holidays!

Gone for So Long.

I left Virginia a month ago tomorrow. That is crazy to me. I miss my friends there and I miss the environment. Sure there were gunshots once in a while and weird older men would follow me home from the grocery store, but around here there are gunshots. Granted I'm pretty sure that they're not meant to hit another persom. They're merely for show. Still, I was used to where I was and now I'm not there anymore. And now that I'm starting to become familiar with where I am now I am about to be uprooted again. This time it might not be as traumatic... I'll still be in Cali and the weather is supposedly going to be nicer where I'm going. Oh, and then I can remind myself of the fact that as soon as I start to settle down in my new apartment I'm going to have a baby and everything will be crazy again. What fun this all is. The past few days in Forestville have been quite gloomy. I'm looking forward to when there is sunshine again. I think I'll wait til I have a little more of an upbeat mood to write anymore. I'm just venting. It's great to be able to live different places and learn about our country. Sometimes I just miss stability.

I am what I am.

You're Lili St. Cyr!


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Sorry, my husbands out, I'm semi stuck and this looked like a fun quiz.  My brother in law took me out for ice cream tonight and I got chocolate delight in a waffle cone.  The rest of my night is going to consist of filling out an apartment application and doing my lesson for bible study tomorrow.  Tomorrow I get to go to bible study and I have a doctor's appointment and I may get my temporary driver's license for CA.  We'll see.

In Cali and Doing Fine... (For the Most Part)

Hey to those of you I haven't said hey to in a while. I'm writing a rushed entry right now because it's my 14 year old brother-in-laws bed time and the computer is in his room. Anyway, the trip to Cali was eventful and long and all that fun stuff and since I've been here my baby has been a royal pain. I've been in the hospital three different times and I have a second doctor's appointment since I've been here tomorrow. Happy birthday Alicia and Julia if you're reading this. I'm sorry I couldn't call anyone. Sam's cell is usually highly guarded and out of my reach, my cell's not in service right now and I don't want to rack up the phone bill for Sam's parents. But yeah, the most I can say right now about the baby is that he seems to want to come early and everyone is doing everything they can to hold him off so I'm on modified bed rest and a bunch of medicines. Oh what fun it all is. I'll write more as soon as I can.

Sometimes Life Hurts.

A little more than a week ago I found out some disturbing information in regards to my husband and his relationship with me. Anyway, two nights ago I didn't cry at all and last night I cried very little and managed to write a poem, but all of it is so stressful. The friends I have that know what's going on all seem to think I'm stupid for staying with him. It's not easy for me to stay with him, but it wouldn't be easy for me to leave him either. I don't know, even the married ones are apathetic to my situation. When I got married though I took MY vows seriously. Even if Sam didn't, I did. And I think that sticking to them would be the only way I could continue to feel like a decent person. If the situation gets out of control I will probably leave... Many people would say that it's out of control now, but I am handling it. I wish that there was a certain way to feel about everything. It would be great to have a book that's a how to on what to feel and when to feel it and also how to react. The movers are going to be at my house in four days. I'm leaving in eight. My friends and current surroundings are going to change and this is a time when I really need security in something. I am SO glad I'm on a "mood stabalizer".


COMMENTS:
summer_mommy wrote:

Oct. 4th, 2004 09:29 am (local)

Wow hun. I don't don't know what's going on, but it doesn't sound nice. :o( If you need to talk, you know how to reach me! *hugs*

(Anonymous) wrote:

Oct. 18th, 2004 08:33 am (local)

It's Michelle Dunphy from FDL here. I'm sorry I haven't emailed you back. Life has been crazy.

I just wanted to check up on you since I don't have LJ anymore..and I saw this entry. Sweetheart, I know you and I never knew each other that well through HS, but from one young wife to another... You can always talk to me. *hug* I'm sorry you're going through a hard time. I hope everything will turn out alright.

vivrelavie wrote:

Oct. 18th, 2004 09:10 am (local)

It's Michelle.

I gave in. I'm back on LJ. But a very private journal with a very small friends list ... so I can keep in touch better!